supernaturalwanderlust:

God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me, 

but I can't break through it all.

deansgoodsoul:

— The Silver Linings Playbook

mishcollin:

robotmango:

i would pay one million dollars for a scene where castiel sits dean down and says, “i watched you raking leaves when you were with lisa and i wanted to ask for your help but i was afraid i’d ruin your life and all i wanted was for you to be happy and safe for once. also, on a related note, naomi forced me to kill thousands of copies of you in heaven so that i would be ready to kill you when she ordered me to, but when the moment came i couldn’t because your words cut through my programming. you said that you needed me and all of heaven’s brainwashing could not prevent me from breaking free to heal you.” and then dean and i could breathe into paper bags for a while and then castiel could open his “wedding ideas” binder and dean could pick a color scheme and this fucking party could finally fuckin get started

after breathing in paper bags for a while all of it comes out of dean in a rush: “i went off the deep end after you walked into that lake and also i was having uh nightmares and lots of them i couldn’t stop seeing you drown and i carried your coat around from car to car because i kept hoping you’d come back. also i sort of cracked in purgatory and slaughtered countless people to find you and i thought i was seeing you everywhere when i came back from purgatory and i kept angel sigils off the walls because i kept hoping you’d come home. i prayed to you after you fell because i wanted you with me and i never wanted to kick you out of the bunker and also i cried out your name when you died after april stabbed you but uh you probably didn’t need to know that and also i watched you work at gas n’ sip and almost didn’t walk inside because i love you and i didn’t want to pull you back into a shitstorm again so please come home and stay home.”

and cas just sort of stares at him and eventually says, “i bought beer and porn for you once. they were out of pie.” 

bloodynovak:

this is how it feels to take a fall

depraved-o:

Clic for full resolution

This is a old doodle that at the same time is a doodle of another old drawing. (X) (X)

deanshalo:

I mean what are you? // I'm an Angel of the Lord.

deanedcas:

seasons come and seasons go but i’m still here